Okay so it IS a tumor after all...

Okay, so I've had so much stuff happen to me lately my head is spinning. 4 thrombosis hemmerhoids removed in 10 months and the last ones were carved down to the muscle. Oh joy! Then I had a bladder infection. Then a kidney infection (which I think is COMPLETELY weird because I drink TONS of water) and then I developed a yeast infection from the stupid antibiotics. (I was thinking I'd never get my hands out of my pants one day!) Well 3 weeks ago I discovered a lump in my arm. I went to the dr. they did an ultra sound (inconculsive) then a mammogram (the girls might be saggy and lumpy but they're fine) and finally an MRI. They did say it was a tumor and it would have to come out. I see a surgeon tomorrow, but I'm just so depressed. I was up ALL night last night with pain from this stupid thing. Just whining...keep me in your prayers. Thanks RNY 10/31/03 257/130

HANG IN THERE, GIRL!!! Things will start to get better. Summer's almost here, so you're just getting things out of the way, now. Keep your chin up! I know it's been a hell of a year for you, but you're one tough cookie!!! Take care, and you are in my prayers. Your Buddy, Jane

Thanks Jane! I can always count on you for good things to say! It has been one helluva year that is TRUE! I figure I must be able to handle it because I'm not dead yet. I had an appointment with a surgeon on Friday, but my stupid Dr.'s office sent me to the wrong surgeon. So they wouldn't even let me past the front door. I sat down and cried in their lobby and they found me a surgeon to see on Thursday. I was really hoping this would be over with this week, but NOPE! I'm hanging!!! BTW - LOVE your new pic!!! It's very cute!