Prayers for me - please

Okay, so it's so bad that I've taken my profile off line for now. Son of Satan is ripping my heart apart. I don't want to risk him reading some of the stuff I've put into my journal because I'm going to be using it against him. My life feels as if it's in complete turmoil. I can't seem to see the forest for the trees in my world. How can that be? How can I feel so badly when so many good things have happened? Why oh why do I have to face that b*stard in court again. The judge wanted her to be with me because it was best. Now just because he wants to not pay child support and have me pay him, he's jacking us all up. I don't like having a hard heart or a broken one for that. I just need good wishes to make it through the next several months. Thanks...

Frvsnt One, Our prayers are with you. You have done so much to help others on the boards with your posts. I hope everything works out and "son of satan" gets his in the end.

Thank you Teri, you too have done so much. I appreciate your thoughts and prayers and just being there. I did have to take my profile off line for a while though. I'm journaling everything and it's just easier to put it in one place. when this stupid thing is all over, I'll put it back up. I hope I can continue to be good to myself during this horrible time.

Hang in there girl,My sister had her own little son of satan and in the end the good over came the evil.So God Bless and stand your ground. Cathy

Thank you Cathy, I'm standing my ground. I found out last night that Son of Satan has again been just filling my poor daughters head with crap, but lucky for me she's defending me and she's not buying it. She looked me square in the eye without any doubt in my body I mean what she said next....Mom, I don't want to live with him, i want you. I want your security that I've always known." So ladies and gent's. BRING ON THE BATTLE!!!

Oh and get this....he told her that because I have a new car, a big screen tv (which is compliments of AFD's holiday check) and because I had WLS, that I only care about money, I don't care about her. Umm...okay the car is extravagant, the tv, again holiday pay and the surgery, 100% paid for by insurance tyvm! What never!

You're in my prayers! Just keep fighting the good fight and I'm confident you will prevail! I've read your profile in the past and find it hard to believe he has a leg to stand on to get her away from you! You're a good mom, and surely the judge will keep her with you! Hold your head high and keep fighting! Kathy

You're a great Mom!!! Your daughter knows where she wants to be. The judge will look at that. He doesn't have a leg to stand on, so hang in there. You are a strong woman who is brave and ready for the fight! There isn't going to be much of a fight, though. What a "dirtbag"!! He's using his daughter like a piece of property. You can't go any lower than that! His cheating wife needs to get out of there, too! He pretty much alienates everyone in his life, doesn't he? It's kinda sad to think that there is someone that useless out there! Stand your ground and you will prevail!!! Love ya, Jane

Smoochies Kathy and Jane! I just found out last night he just might be dropping this battle after all. Stay tuned! Keeping fingers, eyes, legs, toes, arms, butt cheeks, everything that I can keep crossed CROSSED!