Biggest Joy, Biggest Regret
 Great question... The biggest regret in my mind tonight is that I am still out of control and grazing all of the time.  I just can't seem to get it all together... YET.  Tomorrow is another day and another chance to be in control.  The biggest joy is knowing that I am not limited by my size... now it is just a mental limit and I can deal with these challenges as they come.  I feel fabulous and am no longer listing 8 co-morbities as fault for WLS... That is the best thing.  My whole attitude toward life and living it has changed.  I am down 76.5 pounds and have 23.5 pounds to goal (goal = BMI of 24.9...NORMAL).  I think when I get there in a few months (I hope) I will be feeling like I have conquered the battle.  
Peaches to all...
Judy 
10/13/03 - LapRNY
233/156.5/130 
 Judy, I know what you mean about the grazing.  I have a hard time with that too.  Some days are worse.  I found out that if I write down what I eat I do it less.  I also make a meal out of snack stuff.  Like, for lunch today I had sliced apple with peanut butter, about 5 chips, a piece of cheese, and two bites of peanut butter/jelly sandwich.  I felt like I had gotten to eat snack food, but it was not so bad for me since it replaced a meal.  Karen 




 
					   
					  