September 24

Its getting closer and I am getting more nervous. I have lost 16 pounds with the medifast pre surgery diet.

My surgery is set for September 24th. I am counting down & I am also getting very nervous. I've been on the liquid diet now for 1 month. I lost approx. 24 lbs. Now I want to eat food. I think it's because I am nervous. Sometimes I give in & will have a 1/2 of a sandwich. which if I do it will only be 1x not throughout the day. Then I feel guilty. If I do I wont have 1 shake. Is having just liquids hard for you? what else are you going through? I feel like I am alone in this but I know I am not. I also started the crying about "Did I make the right choice" ect. Tell me how you are dealing with the nervousness.

I have lost 30 - started medifast 7/30. I do the same thing - i skip a shake and eat a little bit more - like more salad. I have been avoiding carbs.
I am a wreck. I have just about decided to postpone the surgery and see how much i can lose without it.
I started second guessing myself last week - sigh - its so hard isn't it?