Sept 20th is my date .. dr juarez

hello im 31 yr old female and im looking for support on any thoughts u might want to give me im real nervous about this whole surgery thang but i prayed and spoke to someone up there (a GOD ) and i have no doubt that ill be fine through the whole proceedure but i cant help about wondering what im going to look like after .. okay i never tell my weight but here goes it almost made me have a heart ache just finding my weight out im 521 u heard right five hundred and twenty one pounds its a surprise i still walk i mean ive been knowing i gained weight after my pregnacy but damn that much ... anyways im just afraid after the surgery i wont be a bbw i still want to be chubby just not obese i hate that word i want someone to look at me and say shes chubby y goal weight would be 200 lbs i think i would look nice about that size .. but who knows how my thoughts will change during and after this process ... anyways anyone have any wise words i will love to hear from you .. also i have one surgery buddy becky but is there anyone else close to the same date or on the 20th ? let me know so we can get to know each other

Hi Cindy! My date is the day before yours - Sept. 19! Good luck and feel free to email me and we can keep in touch. I have a blog too if you want to check it out.. www.becomingthepinupgirl.blogspot.com Wishing you all the best

Hi, Cindy. My date is also 9-20-06. I am also jittery. I live in Arkansas but would still like to get to know someone who has the same time left before surgery. Are you on a pre-op diet? I am confident you still be beautiful. I think this surgery won't add to nor take away our beauty because we are naturally that! God Bless You! I will remember to pray for you as I a send one up for myself.