Tanya, I went and looked at your profile and I don't believe I found anywhere that you said what a "cougar" is. Living on the East Coast , in a very small town, I have no idea what you are talking about. But you seem very happy about it, so congrats!!! Christine

Great to hear from you. Glad you are finding happiness. It's amazing what people put up with because of weight. Thank God you lost it and found the courage to get out. It's been an amazing ride. I am so glad I did this. Keep up the great work. Koukla

I have been so buzy... So many things have been happening.. Two of our films are being funded and should start shooting in September! I wil be doing a photoshoot regarding "COUGARS" on 7/13, calendar to follow.. I was on a TV program also in regards to Cougars..in the LA/OC area It seems since I found ME, that younger men are attracted to me... LOL... I still share my story, and pics, I havent forgot, although at the Hollywood Parties it cant be the first thing I talk about.... and THAT is VERY hard for me.... I understand a little why people dont tell... in this biz, most people arent WOW!! That's great you lost over 200 lbs... they say.. WOW!!! How did you get that FAT in the first place... at that point I want to COLE **** them... UURRGHHH..... My partner/friend of 30 years/sis told me about it, but until it actually happened to me... I couldnt believe it.. YES!! A lot of hollywood is shallow, but there ARE still good people too....... When I get more recognition, I do plan on sharing my story. It is a BIG part of my life... I will never forget it,a nd dont wanna be FAT again... I have gained a little weight back.... today I am 166 lbs at 5'6". but when I weighed 141 I looked very gaunt..... I would like to get between 150 & 155 again... but I have been working out in the gym every day for about a month... YOU HEARD IT!! Every day.. I excercise differenet parts, and I have been gaining muscle, but good thing is my legs are getting better shape.... Anyways... this is getting LONG... MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have you missed me?? ANy questions???? I LOVE ALL Y'ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Check out my pictrail .. have some newer pics..

You can also dump from fat..if there was fat in the latte (from the milk or cream), you may have dumped on that... I dump when I have a HUGE amount of sugar, or something that is very rich with lots of fat in it. Nausea, diarrahea and sometimes vomitting, shaking, heart pounding...etc...not fun. paula

I am doing great. I think the fast marraige and leaving my whole family and grandkids got to me and i was lonely. Now im back on track excercising and trying to take one day at a time. Thanks so much your so kind hugs Barb