Big sunday morning gossip

Thanks for all the replys. I am going to do what is right. My daughters stand behind me. and I will get some counseling. My daughter is going to talk to my husband tomorrow. He just doesnt listen to me. He thinks I am blowing smoke. This is the real deal. He needs to get in and get on something to help his mood swings and servere depression. It is ruining our marraige. Never in a million years would I think I would be going thru this. Our marraige is in trouble. We both need to work on this. I just dont want to lose everything I have. My daughters think I need to stop seeing my friend. So I will do this. It seems like he is wanting to rescue me. The only one that can do that is me. So Time will tell. My husband listens to all my phone calls. So I will email you tomorrow Chris and Donna. I think alot of you are right about needing the attention. and taking it all in. I need to work thru this. And stay away from him. Until I can fiqure out what I want. Thanks Hugs Barb

Hey Barb, was sad to read your post. Though in the past months I got the underline feelings that things weren't so good. My DH and I are doing exceptionally well, and still I find myself looking for a "safe person" to flirt with. It is kind of scary. There is one guy who I was going out of my way to run into. I would never want to hurt my husband, but if he found out it could end everything. I think that if this was a few years ago when all wasn't well- it could be the straw that would break us up. I agree with your daughter on not seeing your friend. At least not for now. If worth it try to put all into the marriage and then if it ends at least you can say you did all that you could. good luck and a hug donna