Failure

Hi there, If anyone is a slooow loser, it's me, without a doubt. It's very ridiculous, because I'm not stupid, but make stupid choices! My sis had the same surgery in 2000. My biggest hang up is I've watched her lose 180# and she doesn't do ANYthing right! I am not agreeing with her choices, just know what I can get by with...sad to say. I do take my supplements and most of my protein, but the exercise isn't my favorite thing to do right now. I've lost 58.5 since surgery & 76.5 since my hightest in Mid-August. Trying is an everyday, every second effort. I get so down on myself, but when you think about it, being over-weight to begin with, self-dicipline was not my strong-suit & I'm sure I'm not the only one. This surgery being called a "tool" is so accurate, because it sure is not goof-proof. It will continue to be a struggle with me until the day I die, I'm quite sure. That being said, I am sooo happy now with the weight I HAVE lost. I really am tickled. My body feels much better, I'm able to cross my legs most of the time, I've went from a 28 to 24 jeans and getting ready for 22's. People comment on my loss all the time. It's not seen really in my tummy though. My family says it appears that I'm "melting"! Head on down. Oh well, I'll take it. Good luck with your journey, hon and don't be so mad at yourself. I'm sure you are a good leader. Be proud of what you've done so far! Bless ya, Kelly