have date of oct 3 2005 tentatively

Dont know exactly how i feel apprehensive,scared, angry,happy very wierd i dont think anyone understands unless they are going to do this

Hi James: My surgery is on Monday 19th, and I am going through exactly the same emotions that you are. I think it is a natural thing. Hang in there. It will be over soon, and you will be able to look back at all of this and say "Why the heck didn't I do this sooner?". Lots of luck for your surgery. You will be in my prayers. Regards, Marion S.

Thanks Marion for your responce and good luck to your too you'll be in my prayers and people liuke you help make this a little easier. seems my support base here is not that strong family does'nt want me to do this they are affraid that there will be problems after. but im out to prove them wrong. Jim S