Surgery on Friday!!!
Hi, My surgery is this Friday, less than 72 hours away. I am so sick to my stomach with nerves. If I could, I would have just stayed in bed today with my head under the covers.
I got so many e-mails today from OH members wishing me luck, and good wishes. It made me so happy that there are people out there, that I don't even know that are rooting for me.
Even with the well wishes, I just wanna curl up in a ball until surgery day.
I just wanted to share my feelings, maybe you could tell me if you are feeling the same way.
Thanks for the love and support
Right now, I must admit that the nerves are trying to get the best of me It's not even so much for me, it is for everyone else. So many of us are going through this journey soon. Last night I could hardly sleep just thinking about this. But, I know that we here are ready for this. Hon, come on from up under those covers and get ready for this new ride of life. You deserve this, this is a tool in which we will learn to work.
Kwheen
Mine is Thursday, so I know how you are feeling. Personally, I am crabby and pissed off that I am on clear liquids today and having a bit of a pity party for myself. It just seems cruel that I have to be starving, light headed and spacey, WHILE I AM BEING NERVOUS!! I wanted to just sleep today so I wouldn't have to think about it an how hungry I am. I am such a baby!
I even have to go in to work again tomorrow to finish up an important report before I start the "cleanse"...
Boo Hoo
Can you see me stomping my feet like a little kid?? Major temper tantrum happening here in California...not an earthquake..
Hang in there, you are NOT ALONE!
Denise