I lost another friend today
I went in to feed my birdies and my baby girlie beebs was on the bottem of her cage, dead.
She was fine at 10:15 and at 10:30 she was gone, well I guess if she died she wasn't fine huh?
It just makes me wonder why everything and everyone I love keeps leaving me
I know it's not that way I realy do but it so seems that way right now.
And now I have to tell hubby 2 of our babies are gone!
I want my ordinary life back dammit !!
Shel
Hi Shel,
It's not you...it's the circle of life...everything that is born must die, sometime.
I'm sorry for your loss. You wouldn't want her to suffer...But, trying to justify it doesn't make you feel any better...
Take time to grieve your beebs and eventually you will feel a bit better. I hope she wasn't sick to spread it to the others.
Feel better.
paula
Thank you Paula,
I'm feeling a bit better today.
I think it was a genetic thing she got passed on by her father , the one who passed away in August,He was termed a misfit when we got him cuz he was missing toes and also one wing shorter then the other,but I'm a sucker for the underdog and we loved him just the same, Although beebs had no outward signs no one knows whats inside.
I just pray the other two babies got most of thier genes from thier momma, she was strong and healthy from the day she was born.
The ones we expected to have trouble with was prince, the misfit, and foo becouse he was born preemie,His egg hatched 3 days early and he was half the size of the other two.
Shel
Hi Ma,
Nope my day pretty much sucked but then thats life i'll get over it , at least now I'm stronger and more able to handle big disapointment without it being the end of the world for me.
I was just informed Christmas will NOT be at my house this year, after 10 months of planning and pulling things together, and they wanna know if I'm upset...oh well I'm not here to whine, I'm suppost be here for support.
Shel