SOOOO MAD at MYSELF....

K so i went to my doc and said i have been on a plateau since march 11th well he sent me to a nut the nut sent me home with homework.... well i discoverd that ever since my hernia showed up i have been eatin a lot bc if i dont eat and keep the pouch full the hernia hurts so i turned into a all day snacker... thats right i have wasted 2.5 months that i could had been losin on eatin so the herina didnt hurt... so i go back today for another appt with the doc to see whats goin on bc man this hurts and i am soooo mad at myself for not noticing what i was doin... but in 2 days i have lost 8 lbs bc i have cut way back on my food intake... now to get the pain under control... Manda ~132 lbs 5'8/348/216/??? 09-09-04

Don't be mad at yourself. You should be proud, instead of continuing to maintain or, even worse, to gain the weight back, you have actively worked to discover what the problem was and how to fix it. Don't look back at that 2.5 weeks, look forward at what you can accomplish now. Good for You, Sherry

oh it wasnt 2.5 WKS it was MONTHS that i messed up with