Just got home from RouxenY-Distal 9-22 :)
Hi Guys! ;)
I am heading to bed but first had to just say hello, I am back home and all went very well. To those of you who are now doing the incredibly painful emotional rollercoaster before surgery----well, I am here to tell you that I ACTUALLY DID IT AND IT IS BETTER THAN WHAT YOU THINK IT WILL BE LIKE BEFORE SURGERY. ;D Pray! I did better than I thought I would and was totally amazed with myself. I pray for each and everyone of you that you too be granted this peace and calm. It doesn't turn off all the way, you still wonder once in a while if you should run===BUT YOU DON'T BECAUSE YOU KNOW, THERE'S NOT MUCH FOR YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE DOOR ONCE YOU LEAVE THERE. ;D I had the option to leave anytime I want, and I just wanted to move so forward and start this new life. Just picture this new life and journey cause you can have it! I took with some old pictures of before I was so obese and also a picture of this hot chick wearing clothes I wanted to wear.
thoughts and prayers, we are here for you! ;)
To all of you who immensely gave me support, love, encouragement, etc. etc. ;) THANKS!!!!!!!!!!! It worked and I couldn't have done it without you :D
Love, Michelle