Let's Do It!!
It feels so great to say that. I spent about 2 weeks worrying and wondering if I had made the right decision. The changing day came when the Doctor office called and said they had moved my surgery from 9-8 to 9-7. Not even a 24 hour change but that call made all the difference to me. I quit being scared and started thinking about all the things I was going to be able to do. I can't wait for Thanksgiving and Christmas (and it's finally not about the food). I want to play softball next summer and play in the pool with my kids. I could go on and on but I'm sure you all know it. Anyway, I say "let's do it". I'm ready, finally ready.
Just a note: My ex-husband is going with me, how great it is to have that kind of a relationship with my childrens father. The kids are thrilled to know that daddy and mommy are going together.