Twas the Night Before The Night Before

littlemissmaggie
on 8/23/09 12:25 pm
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Surgery August 25th . . .2009
Twas the Night Before the Night Before. . .
posted 31 minutes ago

Twas the night before the night before.  . .

I decided to get out my instructions and read once more. . . .

My stomach filling full with a nervous tickle

Realizing wow, i am really in a  pickle. . . .

I told my self,

it is for me and my health . . . . .

It is surgery that I really need,

for the sake of my future, my life indeed. . . .

In the first waking moments I may want to shout,

But no, i cannot, I cannot freak out . . . .

What the hell have I done . . . .

It's too late to run . . .

But, will, will it be too late. . .

For this is the beginning,   the beginning of my new fate. . .

I might one day,. .  be able to walk and take a jog . . . .

and play more with my kids and also my dog. . . .

In just a few months of following the rules. . . .

you might see me sitting, sitting along side a pool . . .

I wont be a size 5 . . .

but looking forward to being alive. . . .

Maybe then I will feel Healthier, Energetic and Happier. . .

instead of now. . .which is tired, crappy and crappier. . . .

So I am telling myself--- to just hold tight . . . .

It's gonna be rough--- but to fight the good fight. . .

And so here I am ---just starting Round One. . . .

My new life journey---- has just begun. . . .


~little.miss.maggie~

Ms.Ronnie
on 8/24/09 9:25 am - Brooklyn, NY
That was awesome littlemissmaggie...

All the best to you for a great surgery and a speedy recovery.

God bless and I'll see you on the other side...the loser's bench!
                          
2lovejoy
on 10/31/09 2:41 pm - saint louis, MO
That was the cutest poem I ever heard
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