A reminder for all of those with nerves... WHY...

i want to be able to tolerate all positions in the Karma Sutra
I want to be carried into the bedroom by my husband when i fall asleep on the sofa
i don't want to be the biggest person in the room or at an event
i want to enjoy shopping again, it's such a task though i still like to be fashionable

i want to run around the track near my home

i want to be able to get a better job, i'm smart but i think appearance plays a part in getting hired

thismyyear I agree with everything on it ...........

I'm doing this because I want to wear thigh high boots or simple leg boots and the  stilettos I got and wore before I became 312lbs ( now that I'm this weight I don't even look twice at high heels)...............actually I'm lying I work in Bakers Shoes Call Center

I want to be one of the pieces of eye candy in the room for once

I want my knees and back to stop aching when I walking too long, stand too long, hell sit too long

I want to walk and not breathe so hard that I am sure that others who are around me can hear me leaving me to feel embarassed and self conscious

I want to jog at least 30 minutes on a treadmill or track

I want to wear any type of clothing flattering to a petite curvy figure which is what I imagine is going to be but who knows what I'll look like after all the weight is off I still want my booty though lol lol

I want my boyfriend to also pick me up off the couch when I'm sleepy hell even pick me up during sexual activity

- I want to travel on a plane again and not have to see the look of fear or disgust in other passengers as they wonder if I am going to be sitting next to them.
- I want to shop for clothes in any store I choose
- I want to make social outing decisions for other reasons besides stairs, size of seats, avaliable parking, etc.
- I want to be able to purchase a car because it was the one I wanted, not the only one that I fit into.
- I want to feel great about me as a person which will improve my relationships and hopefully create new ones!

Cindy
On my way!

Such Great reasons!!!