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Hi ladies.  How are you all doing?  Hangin in here.  Weight been fluxuating with all the swelling going on.  Dr. says I am going to swell for four months...ugh.  Period time too...weight 124 this morning.   LOL Look at me being upset at 124.  I never thought I would get below 150.  I just am so scared to gain again, u know?  I have been eating more too cuz hubby left a week ago and I miss him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.  He was so wonderful to me while he was here.  I am so lucky to have him.  He is really pressuring me to gain to 140.  He says I look too sick and scrawny now.  I want to stay where I am, if I can keep my hands off the crackers.  Oh well tomorrow a new day.  I miss you all.  Hope u are ok.  Much Love, K

Hi Kathleen, 
You must be doing something right to be staying in the 120's.  I know what you mean about being scared to gain.  I never want to get to where I was before so I live in constant fear....well almost constant.  The fear must have gone away when I ate that blueberry muffin for dinner tonight.  I'm staying in a good calorie range but sometimes don't eat the best.  I guess the most important thing is that I usually eat right.  How are you doing with the exercise?   It must be difficult to keep up right now.  I am still riding my bike but not as often.  I have been really busy at work though and one day I wore my pedometer to work and that day I logged 13000 steps.  No wonder my legs and knees are sore when I get home.  Keep well and it won't be too long til Hubby is home again.  I'll be signing in tomorrow for the weigh in.
Love Fran.