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Yep, that's me too. Surgery 8/8. Lost 40 and then came to a screeching halt. It's been nearly 2 weeks but this morning I was down 1 lb. so I've got my fingers crossed that it is over. I know how you feel though. It's a scarey thing. I got this from another posting. It helped me put it in perspective.
http://obesityhelp.com/forums/amos/action,replies/board_id,4856/topic_id,3051460/cat_id,44
56/a,messageboard/
Hope it helps,
Carol