pre -ops done
Yesterday i went for my pre-ops and hopefully all was well. I guess if they found anything they will call me this week since my suregery is next monday. Oh my gosh that seems so very close now. After weeks and months of thinking it would never get here now the days are flashing by. Hang on people we are heading for a new life . I am so worried i think about afterwards and maybe being the one person that it doesnt work on , which in my head i know is wrong but you know how those old tapes run in your mind. re runs from all the past failures . I am trying to learn to re program my mind and get rid of all the old negative things we tell ourselves , That is the devil talking and i know it. God wants us to have life and have it more abundantly so he wouldnt be the one that has put those bad thoughts in our heads. I am learning and know it will be a long process. but hope to wind up with a new and improved me one day soon. Jan
Hi Jan, I know what your talking about, but as soon as you get a negative thought, Don't receive it and replace it with a possitive one, because it's so important that we work on a possitive attitude during this journey. You Know the devil is a liar anyway so tell him to be on his way already. WE will do fine as long as we work hard and know that this is just a tool. I'm looking in the mirror as i'm saying this cause I need to hear it too. Know that you have alot of prayers behind you, many Blessing be with you, I'm looking forward to being on the losing side too. Kelly