Trying not to panic before surgery on the 8th.

Well my surgery is tomorrow and I have put off doing so many things purposely so I would be extra busy today. Not sure that is a good idea or not, and I have had a repair man here all morning and I have needed to run errands. I vegged out last night and did not answer the phone. So this morning it has rung off the wall with good wishes and the occasionally whacko who knows nothing about the surgery but it has kept me busy. I did write notes to my kids and hubby last night but thought you know I should have done this a long time ago. It was hard but I did it and stuck them in drawer. I have also talked the ears off of friends from OH. Anyway good luck on your surgery and I will be sending prayers and good vibes your way. Kelli

hello to all of you, my Fellow August Re-birthday girls! (or boys if there any)... I feel absolutely same.... very-very emotional, a bit scared,but somewhat hopeful that everything is going to go well...I'm rather surprised about the amount of emotions I'm having and amount of crying I'm doing...I'm generally not like that at all...After thinking about these surgery for a few years, and going through actuak process with my surgeon for over 6 month getting it approved by Ins., now all of a saudden I fell that I'm not yet prepared.....it sounds and feel dumb now that I go through this roller coaster of thoughts , emotions and "spells"...I do not fell the need to write lettersto my boys and hubby,.....I know that they know that I love them more than life itself... there is not much more I can add to it now but I'm going to say my goodbyes just in case.... Best of luck to All of you on this journey