8 days 2 go, and going nuts!

MAN! Talk about an emotional rollercoaster ride! Not sleeping well, having a day where I just want to be left alone, another day pouting because everyone leaves me alone lol. I'm pissed at those who aren't supportive, and avoiding those who are. A hermit crab I suppose? lol 8 days in counting. And my biggest fear? is that something will happen and I won't be able to have the surgery. Isn't that wierd? Not worrying (atleast today, maybe tomorrow) that I'll have complications et****ep obsessing that surgery will be cancelled or something. It's my "this is too good to be true" mentality that something will happen to spoil it for me. I did go to the "before and after" picts here last night and felt much better seeing so many happy faces post surgery. Anyone else having similar feelings? or am I going plain NUTS lol. Hugs Tami

trust me your are not alone in these fears. i am having the same fears as you. the only difference is that my surgery is four days sooner. sara

I AM CLIMBING THE WALLS ALSO. MY SURGERY IS AUG. 9TH, NEXT TUES. I AM TRYING TO REMEMBER HOW IMPORTANT THE HOPE OF A BETTER, HEALTHIER LIFE IS. IT SEEMS TO CALM ME DOWN SOME. HANG IN THERE I AM ROOTING FOR YOU. KAREN

I'm goin nuts tooooooooo My surgery is 8/12/05 also I'm trying to keep it together LANA

YOU ARE NOT ALONE, I TO AM GOING MY DAY IS 8/17