Is anyone else obsessed??????
I feel a little crazy right now and think I have moved to a scary level of obsession. :crazy
( Besides that I think I may lose my job if I don't stop checking these message boards every two hours.)
On one hand I am excited because this surgery really represents hope and recovery for so many different issues, medical and non-medical. On the other hand there is fear that my expectations won't be realized. Who was it that said, "My level of peace is in exact proportion to my level of expectation?"
What are you doing to deal with any obsessive, crazy thinking? Help
Robin
I am staff member for the off-road event my husband co-found, and I have to moderate one of the boards on our bbs. Recently a couple of the other guys on the staff emailed me wanting to know why I've been so slack about moderating and being on the board in general. Ooops! Been hanging out over here most of the time I get online. I promised them I'd be back in full force and be the board b*tch again in a couple months.
RUTH N.
on 6/20/05 1:43 am - BLSV, PA
on 6/20/05 1:43 am - BLSV, PA
Yes Robin...I'm on here every chance I get. There are just so many questions and I'm so excited to have this surgery...people have no idea...unless they've been in these shoes.
I am ready for this change...it is so important. I won't even buy any new clothes because I want to buy smaller ones once I have had the surgery. I have saved gift cards from Christmas so I can go buy some new things as I go through the changes I am hoping, planning, and expecting??????
Hope you do well...they say this to shall pass and something better will come along!
Ruth