Scared

Hi Everyone, I only have 2 1/2 more weeks before my surgery and I am excited, scared, happy, sad, I have so many mixed emotions. I know this surgery will be whats best for me I am just scared to pieces.

I'm 33 days away from my surgery date and I can totally relate to what you're saying. I think I'm feeling so many emotions all at the same time right now that I don't really know exactly what I'm feeling. It depends on the minute of the day too. I'm thinking someone will commit me to the psych ward when I'm down to 2 weeks!! Hang in there and breathe..... Ya, right. Now if I could only take my own advice

i'm 12 days away from mine. I know how u feel , im sure we all have the same feelings. I just found out i got approved yesterday and i got the date of Aug 9th at 11am yesterday, so im freaking out a lil too.LOL but you will do great, we are all in gods hands. I wish you the best of luck and if you need to vest, just give any of us an e-mail. we are here for u. ALMA

I feel we are all a little scared , apprehensive , afraid and all those other mixed emotions of the unexpected. But they are all a natural process and in the long run we will recognize that we have done the correct thing and be endlessly happy.

Oh am I scared! Going crazy, blue, depressed, hyper, alone, going in circles...so many feelings. Can't settle down. Feel like I am going through detox, never been, but have supervised many that have. Marla

Hi Cassandra, I am having all kinds of emotions too! I have been crying a lot lately. I'm ready for my surgery, just nervous too! Hang in there, we will be on the other side soon Cee Cee

I know exactly how you feel. I am 6 days away from mine and my emotions are all over the place! Good luck to you and see you on the loosing side!

I find myself doing alot of spiritual reading these days and I must admit it helps me to clear my mind of other thoughts. Best of luck to you.

hey cassandra i only could relate to what your going through because my date is 8/2/2004. that's almost everthing i've been through.so don't we all will be praying for u ceecee

It certainly is an emotional roller coaster. Ive been up one minute and then down the next. Sleeping is something I'm def doing less and less of these days. Just try and keep positive and think about how great next summer is going to be when you are out in your short shorts. Patty