Why don't I seem happy about it yet. Yesterday I was thrilled. Today I am like why do I still feel so fat? I still this obese person.

sounds to me like you're right on track.  Just keep working your tool.  You're doing fine.

Have you incorporated any exercise in yet?  How many calories are you getting per day?  Keep going :-)

The only thing that's helping me is 3/4 length sleeves.  HA.  Seriously, I'm using 3 lb weights  and I even bought some expensive skin firming cream.  It's not working.  I actually had someone STARE at my saggy arms the whole time she was talking to me the other day.  I can just picture those people who always have something to say about my weight switching to talking about my saggy skin.    There's always somebody trying to keep us feeling bad about ourselves. But I'm not having it.  I promised myself going in that I wouldn't sweat the saggy skin.  I'm 46, so my skin has been stretched out for a long time and has no elasticity.  Yes, I currently look like the saggy baggy elephant, but I'm so much more healthy than I was when I was fatter and firmer and for me that's what it's all about.
Joanna

Awesome girl! Keep workin it!

So in a way i feel a little lost in a cycle of pills, protien and water then at the end of the day it hits me that still haven't seem to have gotten everything in ugh. Oh well.
This morning i weighed in at  252 which i have been sort of stuck at for a week and a half or so.  Had my 3 month check this week and the dr said i was doing good.  I specifically asked my nut about breads, pastas and rice and told her i have only tired whole wheat pasta and low carb whole wheat tortillas and done fine. I wanted to know because some have a fear of these foods and i wanted her opinion she said our bodies need a certain amount of carbs but the good kind and a small portion so i felt relieved.  I don't think I can go the rest of my life and never eat these things and i feel better now about it and know I just need to watch my portions and eat the healthy kind and of course protein first always.
Ok on to my next thing I am so stuck in the clothes department.  I started in a 4X shirt and a 26/28 pants i finally shrank out of all of those and i went shopping and my sizes are all so wierd i have 1 shirt  in a 18 and 2 in 22 then i have shorts in a 18 and one pr of pants even in a 16/18 and capris in 22  and one pr of jeans in a 20 wierd it is almost harder now to shop i have to try it all on lol.  I went to my clothing exchange at my clinic and it was so a JOKE i took in about $600 worth of clothes and came out with noting feel a little jipped.  I am suppose to go to a ladies house tomorrow and look thru her clothes i pray hard i find something i have NO winter things at all and hate spending money on them the shorts i bought last month are to big now oh well rather to big tha to small like they use to be right.  Money is so tight right now my hubs might be medically retiring from the military and starting a new job which will be a tough go for a while so no extra extravagence for now. Oh and my one friend i know here is leaving  I don't know anyone else BLAH!  Oh well.
Thanks for letting me blab on and on love the JULYERS!