I get worried about nearly the exact same things.  I seem tobe eatting a lot of carbs, even though I try to focus on my protein.  I catch myself "snacking" late at night on pretzels and nuts.  Sure I don't eat even 1/4  what I use to  at a sitting, but isn't this supposed  be when I am developing new/better habits?

I am not discouraged enough to give up and give in to my old self.  But I am aware that I am not doing all I can to maximize my surgery.  I remind myself that every decision is up to me and I congratulate myself when I choose wisely.  I just wish I did it all the time or more often!

Saletia - you are looking quite amazing these days.  LOVE THE NEW AVIE BTW.   I can soooo relate to your post.  Just this morning I was thinking - wow - I really over ate this week.  But then when I really stopped to write down what I was eating... it still wasn't as much or even half of what I used to eat.   Sure - I ate chocolate chip cookies freash out the oven.... sure I ate a slice of pizza, sure I ate pretzels.... sure I'm not eating the protien in volumes I should be.  Sure I have that nightmare that I will gain back weight or even worse never attain goal.   Don't stress it.  We are still very early out and our tools are still working thank goodness.  Don't worry about the last 3 weeks - get up and get to the gym if you can when you can moving forward.  

Hugs girl.. were're here for you!!
Brandi

  Gosh Jill... you sure know how to make a girl smile!  You have to remember I'm 6ft tall so my weight is going to distribute differently.  I still have spare tire - thank goodness it's contained in my panties or you would have surly vomited after looking.  

THANKS SO MUCH Jill...

Thank you Blazer....  I haven't seen you around for a while.... are you still trying to get RNY approved?  What ever you decide... do it!  Don't let fear keep you away from healthy living. 

THANK YOU!  Your doing fantastic yourself!