it happened... onederland!!!
lol thanks! i cant believe the scale says im less than 200. its a weird feeling. i was always a heavy person, i mean by 9 years old i weighed 130 by high school i was over 200 and i gained and gained after that. i hit 212 in november and stayed there, by feb 1st i was convinced i would never get below 200 i got as low as 202, then 200.2 but i just stayed there or went up. as of this morning i was 194. its very odd for me. youll get there i promise.
every 10 lbs at this point is a goal for me, id love to see 180!!!!! but i know just getting under 200 is huge for me! my dr's goal was 145, my original goal was 130. but i would like to see how i am at 150. i really want to get to a weight that i can get pregnant again and i figure if i get lower than a goal then when i gain weight with pregnancy i will have some leway