How do you really feel about your success so far?
It's about the Wow's!
Which reminds me......I need to go eat lunch and get off of my tush!! Work my jaw muscles lolol
Hello fellow July'ers!
I'm new to this forum but have enjoyed reading the posts!
I had my surgery July 6th and have lost 69 pounds since.
My only regret is not having done the surgery sooner.
My biggest struggle to date is mentally keeping up with the weight loss. Like many others, I still see a size 22 looking back in the mirror even though I've managed to fit COMFORTABLY into a size 12 gap pant. I can't tell you how many outfits I try on every morning. With my recent weight loss, I feel more eyes on me so I struggle to find the most flattering fit, which is tuff to do with a body that's still changing every day.
I'm only 5'3" and have about 50 pounds to go before hitting goal. I'm losing weight a lot slower than I did a month ago. I'm not sure if I'm in a stall or if it is a divine way of letting my head catch up with the rest of me. Either way, I'm along for the ride. I am committed.
I haven't done the best I can...I don't exercise regularly and I still fall into my old habits of wasting far too much time online when I should be moving. I'm still taking bites of foods I should stay away from--french fries, chips, fried foods, breads, pasta etc. I haven't tried sugary foods at all though, but those were never my vices anyways. I did this to get active and healthy and while I can move a lot more easier now, I still can't get my head to agree and just do it! I think the weight will come off quicker and stay off longer if I do.
I have zero regrets. This is the best decision I ever made in my life. I only regret that when I didn't go ahead and self-pay and have it done years ago. I saved myself a lot of $ by waiting until I had a job with insurance that paid for it, but I think I cost myself a few years and held myself back personally and professionally because of it.
I'm happy with the amount of weight lost. Of course I want it all off NOW, but the results are enough to make me believe in this surgery and that I won't fail at this. I mean I'm taking bites of white starches and still managing to lose weight. I've sucked at getting my calcium in (although I finally found a calcium that I love) and I don't drink enough or eat enough protein or calories, really. I quit tracking my food because it took too much time and effort, so I have no clue how horribly I'm sabotaging myself. I love how I can point out everything that I'm doing wrong, but I can't seem to stop doing it!
RNY: 7/2009
HW: 361 SW: 320 CW: 157.6
I'm so afraid that I've screwed up to much @ 4 months out to get it together. I know that is not true, but I do feel discouraged that I wasted so much of my golden honeymoon period.
It's about the Wow's!