21ST.......DAY 2 LD.....

Hey everyone........I am getting a bit nervous and excited........I am on day 2 of my LD....."All Liquids All the Time".......LOL  I never thought it would be this hard......I am finding that as the days go by I am questioning my desire for surgery.......I know I need this and want this badly, however I am reminded by my family(mom) how much I will "miss" eating all the good things there are......and it makes me angry and sad and confused and determined all at the same time.....is anyone else experiencing these types of feelings??? 

My surgery is scheduled for July 21st pending ins. approval.........(crossing fingers)......My surgeon said they generally hear back from Health Partners in 2 days.......on Monday it will be 2 weeks..............I am hoping it is just because of the holiday!

Does anyone else share my date???