One week b4 surgery! Getting scared!!
I have been waiting a long time and the day is soon approaching! OMG! This is the biggest desicion I have made in a long time, and so scary. I fear that I will leave my kids behind. But I dont wanna live my life this way, because it is torture this way. I will go forth, and do this. I just need a lil more support. I will go to groups. I will be ok, just last minute jitters! LOL!
You will be fine. You are not going to leave your kids behind. Think positively and know that there are alot of people who have had the same fears and thoughts as you have (including me, I have the same fears, my surgery is July 17th).
But we can do this. It is going to transform our lives. We are going to look back and say, wow that was hard, but not as hard as being miserable and fat. and ...we will be healthy and thin and it is going to be so wonderful!!
good luck and good thoughts to you on your new journey!
Everything will be fine. It's natural to be scared, but please think positive. I am scheduled for surgery July 25th. These will be my second attempt, I had surgery On January 25th of this year YES! you read right, my surgeon wasn't able to complete the surgery I had a infection in the linning of my stomach, can you imagine how I felt when I was told by my family, and the doctor that he wasnt able to complete, my surgery....it's been a long six month wait, but July 25, is around the corner, and I feel the same as I did on January 25th READY TO BEGIN A NEW AND HEALTHY WAY OF LIFE!
You will be fine