July 8
A nervous wreck pretty much sums up my feelings. I am scheduled for July 9, I am so close to talking myself out of this. My husband is of the opinion that it is too dangerous. It didn't help that I stumbled across the Memorial postings and saw a patient of my Dr(Clements at UAB) who had passed away from complications. I am not even excited(to sick with nerves), I will save that for after the surgery and the first pounds come off and I see that I am not going to have complications. I will be thinking of all of you and wish you the very best.
MY DATE IS JULY 8TH AND i scared stupid.. my husband hates that im doing this and some co- workers also saying you dont need it you look fine, you can die what are you doing - i said THANKS but this is for me and watch out SEXY IM coming in to wear you all over my body even if its hurts. OMG i know it will.... help count down time.