FINAL PRE-OP CONSULT TODAY! CAN'T BELIEVE I'LL BE A LOSER ON 7/18

i go see dr burrowes this afternoon for final pre-op consult. had a stress echo on tuesday. made me feel like i had a good buzz (i haven't had a drink in about 7 years ), and a little heaviness in the chest. doc says everything looked great!! PCP says great bloodwork, great blood gases & pulmonary function, great looking & strong heart! made me feel much more at ease!! able to give my daughter (and me) reassurance about my health . we have been in counselling for other issues, and she talked to her counselor on monday. i told him of my concerns, he addressed, and says that she now sounds pretty excited about everything, especially of how our lives will be different afterwards. i feel so much better about her now. i talked to my counselor on wed pm, and she's excited for me. i'm very excited and feel that GOD, and not luck are on my side and feel that everything is being done on his schedule, not mine. i can't wait, but come next tues, i'm sure all of the nervousness and feelings of worry will probably come back, but as for now, you all are right, IT'S IN GOD'S HANDS, ON HIS SCHEDULE & IN HIS PLAN FOR MY LIFE, FUTURE & FAMILY!! KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS! ITS HARD TO BELIEVE THAT THIS TIME NEXT WEEK I'LL BE 2 DAYS POST OP WITH THE POSSIBILITY OF GOING HOME!!!!!!! THANKS FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT & PRAYERS!!! YOU'RE ALL MY ANGELS