WoOOO HOOOOO!!!!

Ok, kiddo. The new post is addressed to YOU! LOVE YA MUCH and may I say you look incredifu**ingbelieveable. Beautiful Beautiful woman! Loveya, Nan

RED, you are the BEST. Not only are you drop dead gorgeous but you have such a big heart.

Didn't mean to scare on the previous post. Just over- extended that's all. It's scary quitting your job and starting a new business. Some days, I feel like there is so much to do, so many things to take care of and that this is the largest project I have ever worked on in my life - that I can't move on any of my tasks at all... and so I procrastinate and do nothing - which is equally bad. Man, this running your OWN biz crap is hard stuff. I think of all the legal and the marketing and the code and the little things like what if a hundred thousand people come to the site and some of them are posting pedophile videos- ok, how do you prevent that from happening? What if the site gets too big too fast? Can I afford additional servers and programmers? What does that mean? What if I have this amazing site but I haven't spent enough on marketing? What if nobody knows it exists?? And add to that little mix - one kid on the football team and booster parent meetings, the other in boy scouts and boy scouting events, one in college who makes me crazy with worry, a father in law just passed away, a pile of bills (2 unexpected trips overseas, college tuition for a niece who couldn't pay and new business expenses) and no steady job anymore, my brainybetty.com business to run on my own, and a household to take care of: 10 loads of laundry a week and a 3,000 sq. foot house to clean; even my dumb, sweet lab is sick. Well, it's all overwhelming sometimes. I'm pretty stressed out and pooped out right now. Man, I'm glad to get ALL that off my chest. I feel better just telling someone. So, if any of you have some hints on what to do to get organized and get your life together... I SURELY would appreciate it! Love all of you July Babies, Nan

Today I bought a new jean skirt. A size 10! Really. A 10. A Ralph Lauren size 10. Really. A 10. Wow. Just thought I'd share my good news. The weight loss isn't fast. And as I deal with my mental ambivalence on my weight (I haven't been this thin size wise since junior high) my loss has been slow and in fits and jerks. So, I reacted to the new sized skirt by eating a Look bar, but I'm past it now. I started in tight 24/26 clothes. Love, -Pam