Somebody kick my azz please!

Hey Michele, I didn't realize how serious this was until Tim said that I should go into the hospital. At that point I freaked out a bit. He's not the guy that I'm reporting to, but he's sweet enough that I'm sure he would have taken me on if I had asked him to. We love you TIm!!! Anyway~I've already had contact with this friend today and he is really going to be helpful, I hope! Any my butt is sore from all the butt kicking that went on yesterday! Love you Michele, C

Well you know we wouldn't even bother kicking your butt if we didn't love you! A few months ago, I went to my surgeon's support group meeting. While the meeting was in progress, a lady walked in whom I'd never seen before. My first thought was "OMG, she's too skinny!". Then she shared about how she hates to eat (so do I) and it got to the point that the whole meeting was directed at her. She's a beautiful lady, inside and out, but it was clear she was in the throes of anorexia. I have had the fear that I may get there too because I just don't enjoy eating anymore at all. But, alas, my loss hasn't gotten me there.....YET. So, I can totally relate to how you feel. No lectures from me, I'm just glad that you shared so that you can get unemotional responses and realize that you're treading in dangerous waters and you know that! So--- TO HEALTH! Michele

I just read this now I am so sorry channon that I wasn't there when you first posted this. But I see that these amazing people have stepped in and gave you a good shakin'!! Now it's my turn.. Honey I just went to your profile again! And I stared at your picture and that of your son and with all my might and all my will I have sent you Love, and Hope and Promise.. and a good day to look forward to tomorow, a peaceful evening and strength to do the right thing.. Open your mouth and chew because girl if you don't you are going to die. It's as simple as that. You layed on a cold steel table and let someone cut your stomach in half and rearrange your insides beacuse without doing that you would surely die of obesity or just waste your life away.. Now you have this new chance .. You are becoming more beautiful outside everyday.. But it will all stop if you fail yourself now. If you do not take in proteins your body will stop working .. you will have a heart attack. We will lose you. Your Husband will lose you. Your Son will lose you and he will never understand why. What happened to you this week is not a chance thing You have to fiqure out why you are doing this to you. I do not want to visit you on a OH memorial page. I am sending this for everyone to see because I care about you that much.. I hope you get this. peace always Mo