Somebody kick my azz please!

Okay....I'm coming clean! You all know my exercise routine (I wont bore you with the details)! I am getting all my water in Vitamins galore Okay....here it it........I have had a total of 516 calories since Sunday night! YES! I know it's Thursday! This is NOT typical for me but, I'm struggling here! I have no desire to eat. Even while I'm eating.....I don't want to! I'm shaking! I had horrible stomach cramps yesterday and I blacked out while running the other day! Once again...let me say, this is not typical for me, but about once a month (not related to cycle) I fight this demon! I'm currently staring at my breakfast and cannot bring myself to eat it! I'm a total boob! I know! I feel weak-minded and hypocritical! C

C! I am very scared for you at this moment. Your blood sugar must be zero! Please have a protien drink immediately. Even if you don't want it eat something NOW! Go to the hospital if you have to to get some nutrition any way you can. You don't need a kick in the azz, you need a hug and some food. Right now I wish I was there to give you both. You are NOT a boob. (hehe you said BOOB) We all have issues with food or we wouldn't be here today and this is one of the very reasons for this board. Maybe you need some counciling. Is there a nutritionist connected to your WLS program you can talk to? Take care and know that we love you and I am praying for you at this very moment. Tim

Tim, I'd take that hug!!! I just choked down a protein bar! I felt your prayer kick in. Thanks Tim, C

Channon- I agree with Tim (not the Boob joke though). Please, Please, please talk to someone about finding a nutritionist or a counselor to coach you through this. Lots of hugs and warm wishes for you sweetie-- You can get through this-- I am glad you choked down the protein bar, but please sweetie, keep your energy up. Call me/email me if you need to talk. Andrea

Andrea, Thank you babe! I got help today! I was crying all morning about this and a good friend of mine talked me down off the ledge and helped me. He threw a bunch of logic and numbers at me! - Just like a guy! He made sure that I ate something. He is making me accountable to him for my intake and I promised him that I would be better. Love you Andrea, C

Ok, girly girl. Time to step back and look at things. Your human body needs food to survive. Yeah, I see that beautiful little child in your pics in your profile. He needs you around, hunnybun. You need to step up and take care of yourself.... even if it means eating when you don't wanna - because doing otherwise is selfish. Huh? Go to the doctor TOMORROW - because the inability to eat is also not a healthy thing. Pronto, honey. Your family depends on you. Hell, we depend on you. You have a stricture? Maybe it's some other thing BUT you definitely need to go in and check it out as a wise wonderful woman. We are creatures of habit. We habituated ourselves into a bad scene before surgery and can easily fall into bad habits again if we aren't vigilant. I know - a lt of this sounds like BLAHBLAHBLHABLAHBLAH... I care about your health. Do the right thing. You know it in your heart when you have to write it here that you feel something is not right with the universe. I am kicking your ass as you requested, Love you and GO TO THE DOCTOR or get back to eating right, Nan

I did much better today. 848 calories 55 g protein I have someone to stay accountable to other than myself and he'll kick my boo-tay if I don't comply! I feel much better because #1-I put it out there and #2-I'm getting help. Love you Nanna-poo, C

Channon-- Much better- Kick it up to 60 grams of protein if you can, and let us know if you need us! Andrea

Hey Sassy-Pants! Thanks babe. I see this as being a long fight though. I'm a realist and I know this isn't over just because I had 1 good day. I'm struggling again today. I have never been comfortable talking to professionals , shrinks, therapists, whatever you want to call them. I'm afraid that I will say something that will lead them to the wrong conclusion. I'm much more comfortable bringing this to you great people cause I know you got my back! Just to let you know..I'm not depressed about this, just very concerned. I don't want anyone to think I need attention or an intervention. We all know that I'm an attention *****! HA!...but I prefer to get it through my silliness not my personal drama. So thank you to all you great people who are seeing my through this. Love you guys, C

Oh Channon, I was so worried about you too. I'm glad Tim was here to give you that kick in the butt, and I'm glad you're doing better!! (((hugs))) Michele