Another Sunday weigh in!
KITTY- thank you... you posting today really lifted my spirits without you knowing- i've been so hard on myself.. because i thought EVERYONE was losing except me.. and here i found you... and i are so close... and as i'm being this stupid head- you wrote amazing.. and are so proud of yourself... that's how i should be viewing myself.. amazing.. instead of "i wish i was losing faster" nonsense.. thanks for waking me up... !!!
jennifer
ARGH.......I swore I would not post on the weigh in again..but maybe this will change my luck for the better instead of jinxing me like it ususally does:
Highest....444
DOS........426
Today.....356
TOtal loss is 88..."88" is great! (for graduating high school...not total loss)
YEP one pound higher than last month on my surgery date. Don't need tell me I'm upset....I SOOOOOOO wanted to have lost at least 100 pounds from my highest by my 6-month anniversary...couldn't even do that...boy do I feel like a failure...and I am doing the worst thing possible today.....NO FOOD....just to see what will happen. ARGH!!!!!!!
thank you kelly- you also- seem to slap me into the reality of how well i'm doing withthe surgery- my goal is 150- but secretly i want 140 so badly.. and i'm sitting at 188 that seems so far away too... so thank you for keeping me real... just knowing you're out there makes me feel better too...
jennifer
I don't know how realistic my 140 goal really is but it's what I would like to see!! My six months have passed but I have my appointment with my Doctor in 2 weeks so I'm hoping to ask a few of those questions. Hopefully she can tell me if I am being realistic or not.
Hopefully we well both make it there.
Kelly