OH MY GOODNESS...
today i hit 199 pounds.. OH MY GOODNESS OH MY GOODNESS... where did that come from??? i woke up- and able to put on size 18 jeans!!!
SIZE 18!!! uh... what happened to size 20?? they were tight.. then all of a sudden now they are very loose- and i'm in 18's... uh?? uh?? in one day?? 199 pounds.. 199 pounds- from surgery day i was 263- on july 1st.. this week- i haven't been able to eat much- or do my 3mile walk- but i was taking the stairs at my school- LOTS of them- and walking the hallways during my prep- and i just seem to have more energy- and instead of sitting- i'm standing- all day long.... able to run after my 2 1/2 year old at night-... did i mention that i wore size 18 jeans today...
and here i thought i wasn't losing it... i feel still big... BIG as 260's...
(oh- and i am able to get more water in now... and drinking the protein drink- today was the first day i could get 7 cups of water in...plus a protein drink- lunch sister and mom went to green mill- OH I MISSED THAT PLACE- but i couldn't have my usual.. but i had grilled chicken breast- couldn't fini**** with cheese on top of it.. then we went shopping- lots of walking... my sister who hasn't seen me since the day i came home from surgery- almost started crying... imagine- size 30 + to a 18....
but is it weird i still don't believe i hit the 199 mark.. and size 18- i feel like i'm still am around a size 26/28/30... 3X... not the 1X.. weird.. i don't input in my mind that the pounds are shedding- ... i feel like the scale just sticks at the point.. for WEEKS...
not complaining- just find it weird
jennifer