New Life....need support

My surgery date is 7/19/05. As of then, my new life will begin. I am nervous. Sometimes I read journals that scare me, and others I read encourage me. I had second thoughts, but I know that I can not live any longer the way I am. I can't wait to be active again and go roller coaster riding with my son. I am scheduled for Lap Rny.....but was wondering if anyone had any success with Lap Band. Actually I would like to hear about any successes. Is it normal to think if I am doing the right thing? I have severe sleep apnea that went untreated and I have been told that I could lose weight once my metabolism is balanced by getting the oxygen that I have been lacking. I can't see how I could possibly lose 180 lbs without help. Sorry if it sounds like I am rambling....I have so many things running through my head....am I normal? Any encouragement or direction would be greatly appreciated. Thanks and God Bless, Darla

Darla, never doubt the decision you have made, you will have an incredible journey. As scary as it may seem, it will pay off in the long run. Just the fact that after the weight is off and you can play with your son without feeling like youre going to die from losing your breath will be rewarding enough for you. I have lost 190 pounds, my sleep apnea is gone and I can breathe and run and fit on that rollercoaster ride that I could never go on before!!!!! Good luck with your surgery and welcome to the losing side!!! JC

It is so normal to question ourselves. Didn't we do it before THIS decision? May God give you peace.

Darla, God is not the author of confusion. Tell that Devil to leave you alone! You are going to be healthier, walk taller, feel better, and have a wonderful testimony that you can share with others. You are doing the right thing. Praying for you daily, Sonya Sumrall RNY July 14, 2005

Hey, another Darla!!!! Not too often do I see my name pop up and it isn't me! My surgery is scheduled for the 14th - I have had the same thoughts as you, but just picture yourself a year from now, happy, healthier than you have ever been, and able to enjoy the things you never thought you would have been able to do before. Now picture yourself a year from now if you DON'T have the surgery. Not a happy thought. If you want somebody to talk to, I am here! I could be your angel if you want - although I am a newbie, just like you! You are in my prayers for a safe and uneventful surgery - see you on the losing side! Darla Lynn