I need to stay focused, but it is so hard...
On July 4, we lost one of our beloved furkids of 9 years, our English Springer died very suddenly Monday morning. He had only been sick for a couple of days, so it was quite a shock to DH and me.Some of you who don't have pets might not realize how devastating it can be for those of us who cannot have children - these are my furkids.
Anyway, I have been a total wreck these past couple of days, at home and at work. I know that I need to focus on my surgery coming up next week, but it is so hard, it hurts so much! If there is one good thing out of all of this, I have not been burying myself in food.
I am not really asking for anything, I guess I just need to talk this out so I can move on. I want to be totally focused for my surgery. So many things could go wrong that my attitude could make it worse - that's what I don't need!
Thanks for listening. I think just by writing this down, it has helped.
Darla
I really feel your pain. We lost one of our schnauzers this year and I miss her terribly. One of my goals for after WLS is too take long walks with my remaining girl, Krissy. She is still much quieter than she was before we lost KUKLA. As soon as I am able, we are going to hit the trails at the dog park, BIG TIME. Stay focused and think of the fun you will be able to have in the future with your furkids. Kitty
Thank you for your kind words, it means a lot to me! Sometimes things will be running along so smoothly and then, WHAM! something happens to totally rock your world. I am feeling better since I first posted, maybe I just needed to validate that I am hurting.
Thanks again, your replies really helped me out. this board is so much more than a just for weight loss - everyone really cares about each other in a special way. That's good, it keeps us all strong!
Darla
Darla,
I'm so sorry for your loss! I lost my beloved kitty soul-mate, Chloe, in January and I still get weepy for her. It sounds like you have other "furkids" (I love that!). I hope they will be a comfort to you, as my other kitty was for me. I know it's important to focus on your surgery, but I also encourage you to take some time to grieve and honor your loved one in whatever way seems right to you. I'm sorry this had to happen at such a hectic time. Hang in there - it will all work out and you will heal with time. I hope you feel better soon.
Best wishes for your big day (I'm July 14, too!).
Tara