12 hours till it's my TURN
12 hours- OMG!!!!
everyone is alseep- but i can't- i still need to take another antibaterical shower... then crawl into bed and when i wake- drive to the hospital for my big show down!!!
i'm so scared but also ready- nothing more i can do- i've researched- i've read- i've talked to SO many people- i've gotten prayers, well wishes, thoughts from a lot of peopl.
I tucked my 2 1/2 year old in bed.. and whispered into his ear- "I love you" and he said back in his sleep "I love you too mommy"
awww... ok- i'm doing this for him- so i can play and raise him right. i'm doing it for me- so i can be healthier and happier...
Love much..
jennifer