Jitters
Mine is July 6th too! I'm right there with you Joyce. It seems some times I can't think of anything else. (I'm at work right now) I have little concerns that pop up now and then but my research and this board have given me the answers already. I think it's fear of the unknown. I have never had major surgery before and (other than everyone's stories) have no idea what it will be like. I can imagine, but sometimes that's worse. I also realized the other day that I don't have a computer at home and will not be able to come here after my surgery unless I go across the street to the library (which I'm sure I will).
Tina
Thank you all so much for your replies. My 3 year old grandson was at my house the other day and wanted me to play out in the yard with him. I did the best that I could do and then I sat down at the picnic table and was watching him smile, laugh and enjoy life. I thought "This is what's it's all about!" I want to enjoy life again and be here for my husband, children and grandchildren. I want a quality of life. I feel more comfortable about having this surgery now more than ever. I think we all will continue to be a little concerned but I can now say for sure it's the right thing for me to do.-joyce