i got a date!!!!!!!
july 13, 2005. i am so excited but i still have to lose 16 more lbs before my date and i have to come up with the program fee. it seems i keep hitting brick walls but i just have to keep the faith and do what i can do. i lost 16.5 and i am going lose at least that much more before july 13. things are so hard when you are on disability with a fixed income but i made it this far, i am going to finish and have this surgery. i have a strong family history of early sudden death due to heart related problems and obesity. i have to do this to see my children grow up and just to be able to play outside with them without sitting to play ball or taking a break every other minute. i love my kids and just would love to here to see them graduate, go to college adn see some grandkids one day. right now i am emotional so i have to close.