I miss you all

How is everyone doing these days? How is the weight doing? Anyone had anything exciting going on? What ever happen to nannygoat? What happen to us july peoples? Hope you are all good. I am still fighting for my life. Still anorexic and bulimic and still have ocd and sever depression. Have to take vitamin b12 shots every monday. Have to take 2000 units of vitamin d......Can't see good at all anymore. Sever underweight. Look like a dead woman walking. **** happens...........love you all.............still l think of you all often.............god bless all.... amy jo

I don't understand, you sound so happy here and I went and read your updated story and I just don't get it. There can't be a doctor out there that would not help someone in your condition?!? I would be going to the ER and refusing to leave if I was that sick and was honestly ready for help, even your psychologist isn't helping I just don't understand, I would report these people to the Medical board in your state. If you are honestly ready for help there are people out there that are willing and ready, you need to make the call. To think your fat at 105 lbs is not right and I think you know that but sitting there talking about taking your life or just giving up I know you don't want to, your kids are too important to you. Think of your kids and get some help. Check the internet and find someplace where you can go. I don't know what kind of insurance you have but call them and ask them where you can go to get help. Now, before you get mad at me for saying all this, I just want you to get help and I personally don't understand eating disorders (yes I over ate that's why I had the GBP but thinking your fat at 105 I just don't understand). Good luck and I sure hope that you can fine someone to help you soon.

Vickie, I've followed your story and long ago suspected you had some sort of eating disorder. I'm praying for you that you are able to find the strength to fight the mental demons in your head that are causing you to hurt yourself before it is too late. You just can't keep abusing yourself the way that you do. At some point your poor body will just not be able to take it anymore and you will no longer be here for your children!!! If you can't do it for yourself Vickie, do it for your kids!!!

Hi Amy. Good to hear from you here. Hope you are still fighting daily your personal demons. Admitting there is a problem is step one to finding the solution. As the other poster said, you have some wonderful children who need their mom, so pull strength from that knowledge and hang in there. You can get through this, one day, one hour, one minute at a time.