hi

just checking in - life is amazingly busy - all kinds of things going on - just wanted YOU to know - and YOU know who you are - that I am thinking of you guys. whatever trials, tribulations and such we go through - we are made stronger. NEVER ever ever give up hope. (That was our LASt life.) strive to move forward and do it. if you don't have an answer, seek one out with vengeance. never accept. never be still. contemplate and be you. YOU are what is important. You are life. You are human and you are special. something incredible has happened to us - we were blessed with the opportunity to try again. maybe it's not perfect. doesn't matter. i think we ALL have our heads in a different place now. now, go get what you gained through this experience and make use of it. you got more courage? yeah, question somebody why in the hell you are losing too much weight. you got more strength? ok, go out there and make sure every time you go to walmart you park at the freaking FAR end of the parking lot (throw away that disabled sticker/dash thingy) and WALK to the store.) i know you can. and if you are doing things you shouldn't - uhm - seeing people BAD for you and seeing people outside of your relationship and so forth , drinking, smoking etc.... hey, party's over. you tried it. cool but come back to family because that's what matters. NOW, it's time to focus on CHANGING the world. do something positive today and AFFECT someone. love you all and wish you all the best of everything, nan