ok overnight revalation

180 isn't bad. I am at the best shape of my life- seriously. even when i graduated high school i was 193. So what that i'm not lower. I can do sit ups I can do push ups I can do more physically then ever before. so what if i don't make it to size 8. I'm a 12/14- what i wanted to be at before i had the surgery. I did have 3 months of periods- so i know i'm getting there- "there" is healthy- body doing what it's suppose to be. lower cholestrol- testerone lower ... and that is happening. I just need to walk EVERY DAY and i know once school starts back up- i will do it- because it seems like it was easier for me- during my prep to walk around the school and get those steps on. in the meantime i will try and be more physical.. take son on walks in the early morning or late evening. do more sit ups and lifts... tone what i have.. I know i have no butt.. my legs are PURE muscle and arms are too.. so i might be weighing more because as people always point out to me - muscle weighs more- and my legs are ALL muscle- muscle on muscle.. so 140 is probably not in my future- i am shooting for a range of 150-160 though... but it will come- thanks- time to go eat my 2 eggs with cheese, turkey bacon slice and sausage link !!! jennifer

Very good revelation hon!! You have to learn to love yourself, and then you'll be amazed at all the wonderful things that will come from it. Keep up the marvelous job! HUGS Kimberly

Jennifer, Sounds like you are in the correct state of mind today... Sometimes we have to look back before we can look forward and that sounds like where you are at today... May you be at peace with yourself today and always. Hugs. Shannan

AWRIGHT HONEYBUNNY!!!! YES! This is exactly where you should be - headwise. I'm so glad to see ya post this - and to let you know, my BUTT is flatter than a pancake. too damn sad. LOVE YOU! BE HEALTHY! BE HAPPY! GOOD THINGS HAPPEN TO THOSE WHO LEAST EXPECT THEM!! nan