Hi everyone

I'm sorry I've been MIA. I have so much stuff going on in my life. I have really appreciated getting the emails from Nickie, Andrea and Tim. I'm sorry I haven't answered I'm just overwhelmed. I met someone a week ago that knocked my socks right off, and it's been a real roller coaster ride. My ulcer/stomach problems are a lot better. At least I don't throw up after every time I eat anymore. I do still have a little pain and discomfort though. I weigh 139 now YIKES, that is lower than I wanted to go. My size 5 JUNIOR jeans are too big. Kinda scary, actually. Hopefully things will calm down soon and I can participate more with you guys. I love you all. Obviously, I can't go to Vegas, I'm not even sure I have a job anymore- my boss keeps telling me to take the day off (she's really worried about payroll) so I need to find another job. Lots of ch-ch-ch-ch-changes going on.

I am so sorry to hear things are not going well. Or are they? Who is the person you met a week ago?? Tell, tell-- Channan will get it out of you if no one else will. Hugs, Andrea

Oh Andrea, you know how dating goes! I think I scared the guy, actually! I like him a lot and he likes me, but it was a WOW attraction and scared both of us. It's weird how you want something so badly, but fear can sometimes just wreck it. We've had some tense moments in the past couple of days and I know that time will sort it all out- but when you're right in the middle of it every minute seems like days! Does that make sense at all? I wouldn't say things aren't going well though. Gosh, they're going a hell of a lot better than they have in a long time. I'm doing ok, really. Just a lot of stuff going on but I will survive! I wish I could go to Vegas, it's going to kill me to not get to meet you all. How are you doing sweetie? Any men on your dance card? Michele

Good to see ya Michele Congrats on the new boyfriend. Not too suprised tho, I'm sure a lot of guys have taken notice of you! Glad to see you're feelin better. I'm sure your recovery will continue. Sounds weird that you need to GAIN weight. Sorry to hear you're not gonna be able to make it to Vegas and your work situation. Hopefully things will get better for you soon. Hope to see you around more Tim

Hi Tim! Things may change, you never know. At this point I can't make it, but like I said it may change. I really want to meet all of you so I am going to do what I can. Thank you for your support, as always. You are the best!! Michele

And as quickly as that one came along, he's just as quickly gone! I do have the ability to scare the crap out of the wrong guys really quickly! And there is another waiting. Maybe that one will last more than a week. *sigh*

HEY! I've been wondering about you. I bet you look marvelous in your size 5!!! Isn't it unreal? I hope the job thing works out better for you. I'm going today to put in for a job. Wish me luck! I need to get out of debt! Love ya girl! Don't be a stranger! HUGS Kimberly