so what are you gonna do when you hit goal??? re-eval?? lose more??

 So remember to take stalk in NSV..or look for other body changes

I had my surgery on June 23, 2011.  Highest weight was 280 - now I'm at 232.8 which is good.  I wish I could say I've been exercising but I haven't at all.  I keep saying to myself - just do it once and you'll be hooked - but so far that once hasn't happened.  I've had three fills since surgery, my last one being November 14.  At that weigh-in I had gained 7 lbs (since my 10-18 appt. in which he didn't give me a fill).  I knew my eating had increased and convinced my doctor to give me a fill.  Since that one (11/14) - I seem to PB every time I eat anything solid.  I had the worst Thanksgiving. I was so stressed, drank too much wine, and kept saying if only I could eat I wouldn't be so stressed.  So I definitely have to find a new outlet for my stress (i.e., exercise) - seeing as though eating is no longer an option.  I am happy to say that today I'm wearing a size 16 skirt - though it is tight, I put an untucked shirt over it.  So I'm almost at the 50 pound mark.  I keep thinking I need to have an unfill - due to my PBing - but I like that the weight is coming off.  So for now it's soup and more soup for me.  I do find the parties at work to be an issue.  There is always a food party - and I intentionally skipped the last one.  The one I went to before that I had to keep running to the bathroom to throw up - which was awful.  So I think it's better if I just avoid them altogether.  Best of luck to everyone - maybe Santa will bring us all new wardrobes!

Starting weight - 330
Current Weight - 239

Highest weight 322
Surgery weight 306
Today 241

I am losing slowly, but at least it is continuing downward.