June 24th is my date!
i know what you mean!! i had to start an optifast diet on june 3rd (my surgery is on the 17th) so on the 2nd my family and i ordered mega chinese food. i felt like a loser trying to eat as much as a could but i coulnt help it. the next day came and there were so many leftovers that i wanted soooo bad but just had to say no. hope everything goes well for ya and im sure you'll get past the "lms". the way i do it is by thinking if i can do it now, after i have the surgery it will be that much easier. good luck