Happy Dance ((((((((( )( ))))))))))
I have had a rough couple of months. I had issues with low blood sugar, hypoglycemia, blacking out, then it was gall bladder (having surgery to have it removed Thursday, 12/13). Then I find out that a spot on my face is skin cancer and it can't be surgically removed. I have to have 15 - 20 treatments of radiation.
I have fallen back into some of my bad "stress" eating habits. I know why my scale is not moving. I am not blaming anyone but myself.
So today, I decided to shake my funky mood off and do some shopping for my self. I bought a pair of regular jeans in size 20, waistband and zipper. I started in a size 26/28 stretch jeans . I also bought a pair of 16/18 black pants. I also bought a 1 x shirt 16/18. I started in a 4 x 30/32. It did wonders for my mood, and makes me want to stay on track.
Pam
(((((((((((((((((((((((Pam)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOO proud of you! You have done an amazing job and through all these issues! I congratulate you for your wonderful attitude! Keep it up girlie!
I really wish they would remove all gallbladders when they do the original surgery....I know I'm afraid that eventually I'll have to have mine removed.
You are in my prayers that the cancer spot will be healed through the radiation and will be gone forever!
Keep your mindset and keep on track....know we're always here to listen and well, give you a kick in the butt if needed. *S*
Love ya!
Pam
PAM that's wonderful about your pants and shirts!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAY TO GO GIRL....I must also say i applaude you on your great attitude with what you have gone through girl and what you are going through....you truely are a blessing to me on here! I thank God for you and your positive attitude!!!!!
(((((((((((((hugs to you)))))))))))))))
Crystal
It sure can get depressing when things happen like this. I know that I have been in a depression for sometime now. I know that i am not everything that I am suppose to be, but God is everything He said he would be. I look to him for comfort and help. He isn't the one putting this on us ol' satan is. So send up your prayers for healing. I know how it is with the gallbladder...just had mine out on the 23rd of Oct. and had a tumor removed from my neck on the 31st of Oct. It was non-cancerous though, PRAISE GOD! I went through cancer about 11 years ago and it can be really scary. I know that fear doesn't come from God it comes from the old devi, so keep on loving GOD through your trials. Sometimes it gets to where a person wants to blame him, but he is not the one to accuse. You are in my prayers.
GOD,
I come to you thanking your for your awesome presence in times like these. I thank for being the one who takes care of me and allows me to learn from every experience I go through. I know that you are the healer and right know I come to you on behalf of Pam and ask for a healing for her. She is going through some depression with these illnesses she has. I ask that you comfort her, strengthen her, give her joy and peace through out this trial. Minister to her not only physically but spiritually too. I know in times like these our faith can become so weak, so please help our non belief. Minister to Pam in a way that you have never done before. When she has pain, touch her. When she feels sick, touch her again. Let her be a light to those around her through this experience. Touch her family also. When a loved one is sick, they are going through the trial with them and need that strength and added peace also. Touch the doctors and nurses that will be taking care of her. Guide their every action through out this whole ordeal. We know that they are only tools and you are the great physicians. So I ask that you touch them also in a special way. Put a hedge of protection around this whole family. Lord what ever happens we will give you all the glory and all the praise. We love you Father, and thank you in advance for this answered prayer. In Jesus' wonderful name.
Amen