I've been approved!
It will be here before you know. I'm working full time, going through my house getting houseword done, sorting clothing into future needs of small, medium and large and XXlarge......... I'm putting them in large rubbermaid containers so I can pull out a complete wardrobe (or at least something to wear) when I get that size. I've saved my old clothing because I kept hope that I would one day return to that tight size 12 and ditch the 3X. When I am through with my X sizes I can box them back in the box I am getting them from and take to consignment or donate to someone else that size.
That's is what focuses me, plus getting some good reading material for after surgery and looking for a new job to use my recent graduation from U of L with my masters.