29 days and a wake up and the wls will begin..

I'm so nervous I'm a big bundle of nerves.. some days are better than others. I've known about the date since March, did not think June when be only 29 days away. I'm feeling the emotions I had just before giving birth. I'm excited but nervous and I pray everything goes as plan. I'm to understand the pain is not the same but I'm just a mess with emotions. My family and friends are very supportive. I go for my pre-op appointments 10May, 24May & 25May.. In between there I have Mother's day, wedding anniversary, and my birthday. I was talking to my cousin (who is very fluffy as well) and she said, "Saleema we are born to die. However, when it is your time to go home and be with God you will go. So don't be afraid. The dr's say if we loose weight we will add years to our life and that's not true. The weight loss will improve the quality of life you have left on this earth, but it will not give you add years to your life. Because when we were born the Lord knew when we would be home" I was like that is very true.. So my years remaining, I want to enjoy, and be an enhanced hottie(because i'm already a hottie) for my husband & be able to play with my children w/o getting tired and wanting to go in the house. I think when I begin the protein shake things will really begin to settle in for me. God Bless & God Speed to each of us! AB